A few more thoughts. My hubby works so hard. I'm so so so blessed to have his incredible support and love. We both have worked to have this comfortable apartment and we are so lucky.  I'm so proud of him and I know his little boy will look up to him. He's so good at playing with William. And it's such a blessing to witness their precious moments together.  Do I wish I was surrounded by family and friends during this incredibly busy time? Yes. But I'm sure that I'm romantiaizing what that would be like in my mind and I know that we will power through the hard days and soak up the good days.